Year’s End

Well, we have 30 minutes of this year left, and I just wanted to write a quick post to the ol’ blog… for no particular reason. I hope to post a few more things once the family is in bed and the house is quiet. We’re just having a fairly “quiet” New Year’s celebration here at the Campbell home tonight (but you know how that goes with two boys ages 8 and 5…) ๐Ÿ™‚

We got to watch FOOTBALL all day today. That was fun. Our Bills lost, which is never fun, but we’re already looking forward to next season! They should be a pretty fun team next year. And in the meantime, we’ve got the Sabres! Whoohooo!

It’s been an interesting year. Perhaps more interesting in this final month which saw a return to full-time singing (if only for a week), the loss of another baby (this time a little farther along, and quite unexpected), and some major pressure with an overload of business all at once (And somehow, a simultaneous bottom-dropping-out of the cashflow?) It’s been a rather long, hard month… which is a funny way to end a year.

Best thing about 2006? Has to be Julia Gayle. Born March 11, 2006… she’s just awesome. I love her a ton, and I feel like I barely know her. ๐Ÿ™‚

I’ll see if I can put a little list of good (and bad?) things from 2006 up here in the next 24 hours or so. Seems the end-of-the-year sort of thing to do. ๐Ÿ™‚

Hope you had a great 2006, and that you’re looking forward to 2007. It’s only 27 minutes away now… ๐Ÿ™‚

More Hospital Visits

(Sorry, this is kind of old news by now, but it has been very busy in the office so far this week, catching up from a week missed. I meant to post it the day it happened, but never got to it. Hopefully the many-days-old version is fairly accurate still…) ๐Ÿ™‚

Just Can’t Get Enough…
Saturday morning I awoke fairly early (for a Saturday… for the Campbells) and snuck into the boys’ room to get Ian up so we could go help our friends dispose of some major tree parts they had stashed in their back yard. Grandma had come to stay for a few days with all of the events of the previous week, but Ian decided that since we were only going to be gone for a few hours, he could go with Dad and just spend the rest of the day with Grandma when we got back.

Boy, was he wrong.

We got to our friends’ house right around 9:30am. Right on time. They were just getting up and ready to tackle the branch moving project, with our help. All was going very much according to plan. Scott went to get the truck, while Ian and I did what we could in the yard to get ready to load the sticks in the truck when he got back. Leah, meanwhile, was busy making waffles for everyone in the kitchen. We’d surely get to them soon.

The first load went without a hitch. We piled up the pile in the back of the pickup and even had time to pick some pine cones from a nearby pine tree for a project Mom had earlier concocted. Ian neatly set them between some bushes, to retrieve once the work was complete. We piled in the vehicle (notice how many uses of the word “pile” are possible in one paragraph? Better not pile it on…) and headed to the unloading destination.

Again, without a hitch. Fast, easy, painless. We headed back for load #2.

This one was on the other side of the yard, so there was a bit of an adventure backing up to where the pile was. A small yard light paid the ultimate price in the process. It was survived by the rest of it’s luminescent kin. But all in all, things were still progressing as planned.

We began to load these more pesky branches into the truck. They were quite prickly, and difficult to manage as they were slightly larger than the previous batch, and also larger than the truck bed. Ian was still giving it his best though. He was just a little slower than on the last load.

Scott’s daughters slowly filtered out of the house, ready to help “the boys”. Leah peeked out as well and said that the waffles were ready if we wanted some. Scott decided that he wanted to finish this current load, and then we’d all have waffles. I kind of wanted a waffle right then – when they were hot – but, it was Scott’s project, so I was happy to follow his lead. Later, I would look back on that waffle invite and wish we had followed my taste buds…

Just a few moments later, I noticed Hannah was sort of “tending” to Ian. He was holding his eye, and in obvious discomfort. “Uh oh,” I thought, “He must have gotten poked in the eye.” So, I walked over and asked Ian what happened. Yes, he was poked by a stick. He said it stung. I asked him to let me see his eye. I wanted to see if a piece of a stick had stayed in there.

I was not prepared for what I saw.

Across the middle of Ian’s left eyeball were two large, clear gouges. A third smaller one was also visible in the middle of the other two, near the top of his eye. “Oh my!” I said. I just grabbed the back of Ian’s head and held him close and hugged him. I wasn’t sure what to do… it really looked like a permanent injury.

I remembered there was an immediate care center not 3 miles from their house. And, I thought I remembered that they were open till noon on Saturdays – it was only 10:30am or so! Nice! I told Scott I needed to take Ian there right away. We pretty much dropped everything and headed out immediately. Ian said his eye stung, and he couldn’t see anything out of that eye. It was all blurry. Poor Ian!!! ๐Ÿ™

We rushed over to the Immediate Care place, only to find that they were NOT open on Saturdays! Our old doctor’s office is in that same building though (and they were open), so we went to see if they could possibly help him out in this obvious emergency.

No. They could not.

BUT, the receptionist did find it in her heart to send me 20 miles away to the nearest immediate care facility. ๐Ÿ™‚ I said, “That’s really not the right direction.” But she insisted it would be faster than the hospital. So, I trusted her, and took her flyer that had the address of this new place on it… hoping we’d be able to find it.

Earlier that morning, as we were leaving, I grabbed a few items from my other pair of pants for this particular trip. My keys, even my wallet (which I had thought about leaving behind…) but not the cell phone. We only have a cell phone for long trips or for emergencies… I didn’t plan on either on this short trip, so I didn’t bring the phone. I would later rue that decision as well…

With no cell phone to alert our friends, I just decided I needed to help Ian ASAP, since he seemed to still be in a good deal of discomfort. And, growing more blind by the minute! I did break a few speed limits as I was navigating the back roads to this other immediate care place, but I figured I had a valid excuse. MY SON WAS GOING BLIND!!!

We finally got there at… um… actually I have no idea. I don’t have a watch either. ๐Ÿ™‚ But, it was about a 20-25 minute drive. Found the place no problem, but when we walked through the doors, we noticed “the problem”.

EVERYONE decided today was the best day for an emergency.

The room was packed, but I figured we needed help, so I went up and signed us in. I filled out form after form after form. Ian was still just holding a cold washcloth over his closed left eye. He would take it off every once in a while so I could check his eye. I probably asked him for “status reports” about every 10 minutes. Probably even more often. ๐Ÿ™‚ We passed the time that way, as well as watching the TV that was on (playing Mickey’s Christmas DVD) or just the many people who were in that tiny room.

The minutes passed VERY slowly. I attempted to find a pay phone to call Jen. No luck there. Patients were being called back about every FIFTEEN minutes. It was bad. Very, very bad. We waited, and waited… and WAITED. FInally, nearly an hour had passed and Ian’s periodic reports kept getting better. His eye kept looking a little better too. I started to think that maybe we had overreacted and this thing would fix itself with a few eye drops and a little time. So, I went up to the receptionist and sheepishly asked that she remove us from the queue. (We were second in line by then, so she was a bit puzzled, but gladly obliged as there was a room full of other patients who would happily take our spot!)

We made a quick exit and headed for the Target that was just around the corner from where we were. I figured we’d ask the pharmacist what eye drops we should use, or if we needed to do something else. They could certainly help, right?

We were pulling into the parking lot when I saw Rochester Optical in the same Target plaza!!! SURELY they could help us, right?!? They are an OPTICAL place, after all… So, we parked near there and hopped out and briskly walked up to the store.

I explained our situation to the solitary employee there that day. He was understanding, but basically let us know he couldn’t help us. He recommended we head to the nearest hospital (which is well over 30 miles from our home) and get Ian’s eye checked out for sure. I really wanted it to just be over (I was QUITE tired of being in hospitals and waiting rooms and doctors’ offices that week). But he was probably right.

Before we left, I asked if I could use his phone. He happily agreed and I was finally able to give Jen a call and fill her in on the adventure thus far. In my conversation with her, I decided my initial plan would be fine, so we ended up going to Target and buying the pharmacy’s recommended eye drops. We went straight to their public restroom and dropped some into Ian’s eye! (I made sure that there were no warnings about applying to deeply scratched eyeballs first…). Actually, it seemed to help. His eyes cleared up pretty quickly, so I was optimistic that our ordeal was over.

There is a Taco Bell at that plaza that we will patronize on occasion, so I asked Ian if he’d like a Taco. He excitedly said, “YES!!” So, Dad & Ian shared a little taco lunch. I made sure Ian didn’t get hot sauce, so that he didn’t inadvertently rub it into his eyes!!!! But even with that precaution, his eyes started stinging again, and I could see it getting red again. When we left the restaurant, I put more drops in his eye, and this time it stung, Ian said.

Looks like we’re headed to the hospital.

As we were driving there, I told Ian the story of his birth-day (which I hope to post here on this blog before his next birthday!). We were driving up that very same road, except Jen’s dad was driving at very high speeds. I told Ian what all of us were doing that day. It was a fun way to pass the time, and to reminisce.

It was not too long before we arrived at the hospital. We pulled in and looked for a good place to park. I was told they had a good opthalmology department, so actually, I was looking for that instead of the emergency entrance. We passed by that and drove around the campus. Everywhere we went, parking seemed nearly (or completely) inaccessible! It was crazy. We found the opthalmology place (by sheer, blind luck!) and tried a couple doors… but that’s where the luck ran out. I was parked in a 5 minute spot, so we went back around and just settled on the emergency entrance. BUT, it still took four or five tries to find a lot where we were authorized to park! Everything we found was for doctors or some other “authorized personnel”! Crazy!

Finally finding the entrance, we had to nagivate lots of strange hallways as the hospital is currently under some major remodeling construction work. We found an information desk and they pointed us in the right direction. I was very tired by now, and Ian’s eye continued to bother him and was still pretty red. My face was probably getting a little red (both from tiredness and frustration) but we pressed on. I figured we had to be kind of close!)

We reached the registration line for the emergency place and got in line. The lady behind the window took about a full minute to even acknowledge we were there (that was kind of strange) and without looking up said, “I’ll be with you in a minute”. Nice. More waiting. Finally, she said, “Can I help you?” I said, “I hope so…” and stepped up to the window. That’s where it got kind of nice… she asked if we were there for Ian, and when I said yes, she directed us over to a Pediatric Emergency area … where we walked right through to another registration desk.

When we stepped into that next area, a friendly girl greeted us and had us come right back to a room where she took Ian’s temperature and weight and other things… and very quickly assigned us to room two. Things were moving right along! That was a very nice moment in a long, loooong day.

Problem was, it turned out to only be a very brief moment.

We waited close to an hour – no, probably over an hour – until a doctor finally came in to see us. Actually, I was a bit startled, and puzzled, when the doctor finally did come in. My first thought was, “What’s she doing here?” I had forgotten at that point that someone was actually going to come and help us. I thought maybe we were just banished to this tiny room for all eternity I suppose… ๐Ÿ™‚

We were not out of the woods just yet. She took a quick look at Ian’s eye (which had gotten much better by now) and then just left the room. Where did she go? No one might ever know… BUT, she came back and took us out to the hallway to do the eye chart thing. Ian’s good eye was 20/25 vision, his bad eye… was bad. About 20/50. I think that’s pretty bad. So, she went to get another doctor. When this doctor finally came, he put some strange iodine stuff in Ian’s eye (because I don’t think he could see the scratch either!) and then shone a cool black light on it. SURE ENOUGH there was a NASTY, long scratch right acrosss the middle of Ian’s pupil. A corneal abrasion, they said.

Things moved fairly quickly from there. They gave us some vaseline based goop to put in Ian’s eye 3 or 4 times a day until it got better. It was pretty strange to be sure, but it did help it heal. We got the stuff, the papers, and even a cool gift from some girls that were there giving out christmas presents to kids in the pediatric emergency wing that day! ๐Ÿ™‚

When we got in the van, Ian and I were reliving the day a bit. I put on some music and we were talking, Ian from the back seat of course. After not five minutes, the replies stopped. I turned my head around and sure enough… Ian was asleep. ๐Ÿ™‚ It was about a 45 minute trip home, so Ian got a nice, well-deserved nap to end an adventurous morning!

Now it’s almost a week later, and Ian’s eye has healed completely. How crazy is that!?? Our bodies (and maybe especially our eyes) are amazing. That was a really bad scratch that obviously affected his vision a lot… but now he’s completely back to normal. Just amazing.

So that was our day… and our week. We’ve managed to stay out of hospitals since last Saturday, and for that… I am very, very grateful. ๐Ÿ™‚

Where We Stand

Well, there is way more than I can or should write right now. It’s 3am, and we spent today doing laundry, dishes, more laundry, changing the sheets on every bed, still more laundry, listening to the Bills game (it was blacked out here…), folding laundry, watching Santa Clause 2 (the Tim Allen movie) and then finished up with more laundry and dishes. (And I just finished “balancing” (HA!!) our checkbook and paying bills and stuff.) Was certainly a long day.

There are stories to share, things we have learned, neat things God has shown/given us over the past couple days. Jen is physically recovering very well. There have been no side effects or even expected symptoms. She’s actually a pretty tough lady in some ways. (If you know Jen well… it’s pretty funny to call her “tough”…) ๐Ÿ™‚ Emotionally, we all have our moments I suppose. Even just tonight as I was entering receipts into Quicken, my heart grew quite heavy as I relived some events of the past week through those receipts.

Overall we are good. We are definitely grateful for the family members we do get to do life with here. We’ve spent the last couple days just doing family stuff, together. Check out some photos on our family website. (Jen does a great job with that!) ๐Ÿ™‚

Thanks for your prayers, emails, calls, visits, etc. They have been a very welcome part of this past week.

Tomorrow morning… the pressure begins again. As long as Jen is up to the task of dealing with four children, I have 100 emails to answer and five or six open projects to get to (and some of the emails/calls are from new clients, hoping to aquire my web designing services) … I’m already feeling overwhelmed. It should be an interesting day.

I definitely have more to write, so at some point in all the busyness I’ll be posting here. (And to my Bills blog as well…)

But for now… I sleep.

Hard Day

This day started out like many have recently. I was tired from the long day before, and overwhelmed with how many different things I needed to do this day. I fell asleep by 4:30am or so the night before, and then, with the regular hustle and bustle of life around here (except perhaps a bit earlier) I was up by 9am, getting started on the day.

I was making some progress on a few different projects. Made a couple calls on new business. Emails, tech support calls, and even a couple friendly, personal IMs. It was actually working out well considering the day was a bit squeezed by a 1:45pm doctor’s appointment for Jen & the baby. I was going along (as I always do now, since we lost a baby a couple years ago. Don’t ever want Jen to go through that alone…) and today, Jen had also gotten a babysitter! So it would be a nice break for her (and me). We were looking forward to it.

1:30 rolled around and the babysitter arrived and all was going according to schedule. We headed out the door and really didn’t have to wait long at all to get in to see our doctor (and friend) Sue Landgraf. Sue is a good friend of another friend of ours (which is how we first found/met her) and she also is a closet “basic” fan. ๐Ÿ™‚ So, we were chatting about the crazy week we just had, singing concerts every night. She was telling us about her daughter’s special choral concert coming up. It was a nice visit.

At around 2:15pm, we were completely blind-sided by what we were about to hear. Or, rather, not hear. As we were getting down to the routine part of the visit, where she puts the goo on the thing and the thing on the belly to hear the baby’s hearbeat, she continued to talk, and we to listen. This usually takes several seconds to find just the right spot where you can hear the baby’s heart well enough to count the heart rate. But this time, it took too long.

Having been through this before, I probably started to freak out a bit before the doctor, but you could tell she was getting a bit nervous as well. Jen & I both started to re-live what we had lived through 2 years prior in Arkansas and California hospitals. After only probably a minute, I was certain we had lost the baby. Dr. Landgraf continued to search, and even talk with Jen a bit… but I knew.

I can’t even describe the emotions. First, pure shock. Last time we went through this, there had been “warning signs” throughout the entire pregnancy. The only one we could possibly point to this time is that Jen felt the best of the five healthy pregnancies. She was not as drained, or sick, this time as much as the others. But, since all else seemed normal, we were just grateful for a nice pregnancy for her.

As she continued to search in vain for some heartbeat other than Jen’s, the painful reality began to really set in . We had lost another baby. How could this happen? TWICE? When we lost the baby in 2004, I was deeply saddened. Strangely so, because as I said, there were warning signs along the way. We just wanted that baby so much. At least, I did. Couldn’t wait for baby #4! So, when things started happening (on our anniversary, no less!) it was just crushing. A couple tough weeks later, we found out for sure that we had lost the baby. This time was different though. There was no inkling whatsoever that this baby was in any danger! So after shock, I was just angry. Anything I thought of made me angry. Mostly coming back to the thought, “How could this happen?!”

I sat in silence for a long time. We exchanged a few words with Sue about ultrasounds, and how the baby might just be behind the placenta. But I knew. I again was crushed, and still… angry. I searched my feelings and really couldn’t say I was mad at anyone (like, God…), I was just… mad.

I began to wonder if I was mad because of the unfairness of the situation, or because I didn’t get something I wanted. Was it just selfishness? Was it that my “plans” had been “ruined”? Whoa. That just seemed really ugly. I hoped it could not be that. The more I pondered, the more I perhaps convinced myself that I was just angry at the “unfairness” of it.

After scheduling an emergency ultrasound at the hospital for 4:15pm, we drove home in almost complete silence to our house to see if our babysitter could put in some extra hours. We talked a bit, but I just couldn’t think of any words to say – and if I did, none would actually leave my mouth.

We arrived home to find the kids all playing outside with our babysitter. They did manage to make us smile. ๐Ÿ™‚ She came to meet us and we told her what was going on. She graciously agreed to stay. She’s great. And I think she’s only 14. That’s nuts. But cool. She’s been a great help and a huge blessing to our family. We helped get the girls ready for a nap, and then headed out to the hospital with our hope of hearing our baby’s heartbeat at slim to none.

4:00pm we arrived at the hospital, signed some paperwork and were taken almost immediately to the imaging rooms where they set Jen up to do the ultrasound. I almost did not want to look. But I did. And there it was. Our baby, inside Jen. Looked just like all the others, except nothing was moving. Not the baby, not the heart, nothing. It was completely silent in the room. Jen could not see the monitor, but I’m sure she knew what was happening too. I watched the technician measure body parts and the screen showed that the baby was just under 16 weeks (which meant the baby had died within the past week or so). Again… the emotions came flooding back to me. What a happy room that has been, and how devastatingly sad.

As we were leaving, Jen asked if she could have a photo from the quick imaging session. We got one (they even put it in a card for us) and made our way out to the van. Again, there was silence. I was just processing. Processing, and processing. The doctors all say (and they did again today) that there is nothing we could have done differently to prevent this. But you know, that’s all that was going through my head. “Was it our busy week last week?” “Could I have done more to help Jen with the kids?” “Should I have been better at reminding Jen to take her vitamins?” “Could I have helped Jen eat more healthy meals and snacks?” “What else could I have done????” I know it was pointless, but I couldn’t stop trying to place blame – and really only on myself.

This ride home was nearly completely silent. And it was a lot longer. I kept wanting to say something, just to ask Jen how she was doing. But I could not. Nothing seemed worthy to leave my lips.

We got home, and all I wanted was a hug from my kids. They obliged. We told the babysitter the news, and she hugged Jen. Shortly after she left, her family called and they said they would like to bring us dinner. That was really nice. (What they brought was really good, too!) They’re a great family. The rest of the night seems a blur. We called our parents to let them know what had happened. The doctor called again to schedule the next steps. We had dinner, and watched the Sabres game (mostly because, we had to do something…) I fell asleep during a big chunk of it… just exhausted. We also spoke together throughout the evening about the baby. It was interesting seeing the kids processing it.

No guarantee of tomorrow

When we lost the first baby just two years ago, the strong thought that overwhelmed me even as sorrow did also was, “the Lord gives, and the Lord takes away”. I was overwhelmed by how much God was with me in the bad, hard, sad time as well as the good. Our loss was not proof of his abandoning us. This time, I didn’t sense that same comforting… (nor did I sense that I needed it as much right then) … the thought that was so present in my mind was that we have absolutely no guarantee of tomorrow.

Let me take a quick step back. I recalled a conversation Jen & I had shared not that long ago about (ironically) losing the baby. I confessed to my wife that perhaps (as Uncle Josh said long ago…) I do have a “fear of failure” and somehow, losing our baby feels to me like I have somehow failed. And it’s so far (ridiculously) beyond my control that I despise the thought even more. If I fail, I at least want to know that I gave it a good effort. But when we lost our baby – or if we did again – I’m just so helpless, and powerless there. It’s complete failure. (In a way…)

So on the other end of that, it’s fun to look over your achivements. If you hate failure, you love achievements. So somehow recently I had noticed that I kept talking about future events – especially things involving our 5th child – as though they were already reality. In fact, a couple times, I would catch myself, and add a qualifier or two.

But not always.

Then today, with this slap in the face, all I could think about was how we really only have today. There were no real warning signs telling us we might lose this baby. Wasn’t even a thought in my head today, until the doctor started having trouble locating the heartbeat. But just like that… everything was different.

We are not guaranteed tomorrow. We’re not guaranteed the end of the pregnancy will be a healthy baby. We’re not guaranteed that we will take our next breath, or get up tomorrow, or have a job or a house or a car or our family or anything we have tomorrow. The only thing we can count on is Eternal Life. To know God and Jesus Christ whom he sent. He does not change no matter how much life does. His love for us does not change.

I do know that tonight. My heart remains quite heavy. (My eyelids are growing heavier…) I wish it were different. I want to go to sleep now, and wake up and realize it was all a horrible nightmare. I want our baby to be alive and well and waiting to join our family this coming May. But I know that it won’t, and I will eventually be OK with that.

For now, I want to live today – right now – with the people God has put around me, and with him who is in me. I was reminded today that we really have nothing else.

SNOW!!! (And a few other things…)

Well, we finally have some snow. I’ll put some photos up here later. Probably four inches of the fluffy, lake effect white stuff. Love it!!!

Had a great concert last night again. Just a fun evening in general. Lots of friends came out for the event. Made some passersby dance and smile as they were walking by. A few more stopped to sing along for a while. Then we got to have dinner at the food court (a highlight for Jen & the kids) with lots of friends (a highlight for me). Our kids got their photo taken with Santa, which has become an annual tradition (this is the sixth straight year!), and we made a stop at the Apple Store!

We also got to see another friend who just last night started working at a store in the mall, that happened to be RIGHT where we were singing ๐Ÿ™‚ That was fun.

Shwoo! I was tired this morning though. It’s been a rough week. Tons going on in the web work world (www?) and then a concert every night?!? Goodness. When we were doing music full time, and we had weeks like this, I was smart enough to know I needed to rest in the day time to be able to make it. Unfortunately, as things are right now, I do not have that luxury. So, my body just made me take it this morning and I slept until 10! I woke up at 8:30, but felt horrible, so I tried to catch a little more sleep, and I did! ๐Ÿ™‚

Tonight we have another annual event with a church in the next town over. A dinner, and then a concert. The dinner is always great. We enjoy spending the evening with those folks. Looking forward to it.

Tomorrow wraps up the craziness with two concerts in one day. One at a nearby Christian bookstore, and the other at an even nearer by senior living center (nursing home). All the kids will join us at the latter event. They are usually a big hit there! ๐Ÿ™‚

Alright… time to get back to work! Photos of our first real snow in 2006 coming soon…

Sneaky Jesus?

In today’s Gospel reading… we see a bit more nefarious side of our hero, Jesus. Could it be that he was trying to mislead his own kin? Could it be that he was twisting the truth… or not telling the whole truth? Could Jesus be that sneaky???

The boys and I are going through the book of John, and yesterday the story was about his brothers sort of mocking him, saying, if you’re so cool… then go down to the big festival in Jerusalem and show everyone! We finished that story up with this line:

Jesus answered, “My time hasn’t yet come, but your time is always here. … Go on to the festival. My time hasn’t yet come, and I am not going.” Jesus said this and stayed on in Galilee.

OK, that’s cool. Nothing to that part of the story. His bros wanted him to go show off, and Jesus told them it wasn’t time yet. Got it. BUT THEN… look what we read today!!!

After Jesus’ brothers had gone to the festival, he went secretly, without telling anyone.

During the festival the Jewish leaders looked for Jesus and asked, “Where is he?” The crowds even got into an argument about him. Some were saying, “Jesus is a good man,” while others were saying, “He is lying to everyone.” But the people were afraid of their leaders, and none of them talked in public about him.

When the festival was about half over, Jesus went into the temple and started teaching.

This is crazy! Did Jesus intentionally mislead his brothers, when his full intention was to go to the festival? Did he need to because he had different ideas for how to spend his time than they did? OR… did he actually change his mind?!?! HAHA. That would be awesome.

I can picture it now. The house is quiet. Everyone is gone, down to Jerusalem for the festival. Jesus is just hanging out, enjoying the solitude. He does a few projects in the wood shop. Catches up on some reading he’d been neglecting with all the healings and public teaching and stuff. But, after awhile… he gets a little ansty. He keeps thinking of the fun he could be having with everyone else at the Festival. He talks with his Father about it… and eventually, decides he can probably sneak down there, without anyone noticing.

But, about half way through the festival, he can’t contain himself anymore, and he goes and starts teaching. What he said he was not going to do! He couldn’t help himself, I guess???

The funny thing is, when he has a public altercation with the religious folk, they try to kill him, but can not because “it was not his time”. So… what was he scared of in the first place?

I really have no point to make, just thought it was a fascinating story to share. If you would like to read it, it’s John 7:1-30 (… there’s more, but that’s what we read). What do you think? Was Jesus being “sneaky”, or did he just change his mind? Pretty funny either way… ๐Ÿ™‚

So Far, So Good

I may have mentioned here, but I know I have mentioned elsewhere, that this week is going to be totally insane. I have lots of open projects for Basic Web Design & Graphics, and we are also doing a Christmas Concert Blitz this week! Concerts every night from Tues-Friday, and then two on Saturday! Fun!

Last night we sang at Fairport Village Coffee. The first time we sang there was Christmas of maybe 1999? Could it be?? Whoa. Seems like so long ago. There were only a few people there when we got started, but several more came throughout the night, including Jen’s brother! We hardly ever get to see him and his family, so that was great. It was a nice relaxed visit (we got to chat in between songs, sets, and even during a song or two! Ha!) and definitely a highlight of the evening. We also got to chat with several other folks about anything from Apple computers to life with God and his church.

And, they liked the music, to boot. ๐Ÿ™‚

Tonight was much of the same. Though, tonight the people working there didn’t know we were coming! Ha! That’s always funny. ๐Ÿ™‚ We sang at Earthtones Coffee House in Webster tonight. Another place we have played quite often, and for a long time. Jen’s mom came over this afternoon and stayed with the kids, so even though we were “working”, with the 40 minute drive and set up time and the two hours of singing… it’s a nice evening with my wife. We also stopped for a late-night snack at McDonald’s on our way home. Quite nice.

This time, no one came that we knew, but that allowed for some nice conversations with several people who were there. The music was well received again (one lady, whose favorite song is O Holy Night, had many compliments for Jen’s rendition of the Christmas classic! That was awesome!) and we even sold several CDs and a book! Quite nice.

One of the workers tonight came over to the table after we had been singing a while, and was checking out my There’s The Steeple… Here’s The Church book. When we finished the song, she asked a question about it, and we ended up talking at length (actually, throughout the rest of the night, too) about church, and God, and life lived with him. Neato! Then, at the end of the night, we met another musician from the area and got to chat with him a bit about music and gigging and all. It was a great night, I’d say.

So, I actually started this with the intention of writing it during the second half of Superman Returns, which I started last night… but… that wasn’t happening. ๐Ÿ™‚ The movie’s over now, so I can finish this.

I think I just did.

Arepas!

MasarepaFor anyone out there reading this who has had arepas before (a very cool little Venezuelan/South American treat) I have found Arepa mix in our local grocery stores!!! (Used to have to order it online…) Now you can go to Wegmans and pick up a bag of Goya’s Masarepa for just a couple bucks and have yourself some merry little arepas!

The Wegmans guy said they’re in every Wegmans… so… have at em!

(In case you don’t know what I’m talking about… click here.)

I Guess I Like Food…

Well, as you know, yesterday was my birthday, and it was fantastic. My wife and kids did a great job of celebrating me (but not too much, cause that just gets a little weird for me) and I told the boys at the end of the day that I felt special (thanks to them).

The festivities were not just relegated to one day, either.

Really it started over Thanksgiving with my parents. There were some nice gifts from Mom, and they also gave me a little spending money, which we used for 1) Ice Cream @ Young’s Dairy, 2) Schuler’s Donuts, 3) dinner at Skyline Chili, 4) dinner @ Red Robin, 5) some groceries for the big home-made Skyline dinner with friends last night!

My Grandma got me some chocolates… mmmmmm. Yesterday, Jen gave me some of my favorite tea. And a frying pan. ๐Ÿ™‚ And then, our friend Leah baked me a home-made chocolate birthday cake. The LaBarges brought ice cream. The Velasquezes also brought some packets of super cool hot chocolate (you know, the ones with other flavors and stuff?). Our friend Laura brought some chocolate bars…

I guess I like food? ๐Ÿ™‚

We had 4 adults and 6 kids over to add to our 2 adults and 4 kids. It was a fun night of Skyline Chili, home made bread, birthday cake and ice cream… and fun with good friends.

Then, when all that was over… I got to do a guest spot on the San Diego Chargers podcast at 11:45 last night. (I put that part up on our website…)

Quite a full, fun birthday. Thanks to everyone who made it fun!

Now… it’s time for some chocolate… ๐Ÿ™‚