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Well, I just checked again, and there are 6 blogs waiting patiently in my blog queue for me to finish (or in some cases START them.) Blogger gives you a Save As Draft feature which I never used to use, but find myself doing so a bit more these days. I am completely overwhelmed with other people’s deadlines at the moment. Seems everything is due all at once. I am not certain I was cut out for this type of customer service business. At least that’s how it feels right now. I don’t have a reason, in fact almost the opposite. I love that I get to create and work on computers – I love that. I love people, and I love helping them. I especially love helping them have a great product of something that I love (the web, computers, etc.)

But I just feel tired.

I am up early every day, up late every night… and I have a young family whom I love and who need me in between those times. So, I’m just feeling drained, even though my wife is great and helps me with all the other stuff that needs to happen around a home. As much as she can in her enlarged state, of course.

I really, really do miss blogging though. I miss writing. I only want to work on my book. But I have people who are counting on my web services. They also pay me $40/hr. So far, no one has paid me for reading my blog. 🙂 I did sell enough books last time to pay for the publication cost, but it can’t pay the bills just yet.

SO, I press on. Seriously, the tone of this blog is more negative than I feel. I think I am just tired.

That said, I’m going to try and pound out a few of those blogs in the queue before I leave the office today.. I just need a change of scenery, pace, something…